Better...

Well, I told them the reason and they took it fairly well....although they still aren't taking J well.  They asked me to still use websites, etc. to look for other potentials before "throwing in the towel".  Strangely though, they don't want me settling.  So if I look to see who else is out there and don't find anyone....then it is OK to date J?  How is that not settling?  So I am kind of doing both simultaneously since they think we are newly talking to each other.  It kind of makes sense.  Not much out there for guys right now anyway (approximately 2 viable options).  Things are going alright.  I'm still not sure how I feel about everything, but at least the parents and I are talking again.  I'm not churning, currently anyway.  I've taken up more God time....started dropping in on Him in the tabernacle about every other day and went to an extra Mass yesterday....I've been trying to concentrating on doing things one thing at a time and I have peace with that.  I'll be meeting with J's counselor on Tuesday.  I won't be trying to "trick" him into telling me if J's been keeping anything from me, but I do have other things to discuss with him.