Still putting it off....

I know I need to start moving forward with J and I....but I keep putting it off cause I know it will either lead to us breaking up or a big confrontation with my folks.  And everyone is happy right now....<sigh>.  I'll move forward within the week...I promise myself!!

Time to start the churning again

So...it is has been 6 weeks since J's dad died.  So, I guess it is time to start working on whether we should get married again.  At least one of my big set backs is mostly gone.  I think we would have enough money buffer to allow me to be a stay-at-home mom.  Let you know how it goes!