Living life

So I've been praying another rosary novena.  It is one of those 54 day deals, so I'm almost through and I do feel more confident about marrying J.  However, I still self-doubt myself on a daily basis.  What if I just want to "get started with life" and J is my best friend and we've talked about everything so....why not?  I think I concentrate on being "sure" too much.  Meanwhile, he has been sure forever!  We have talked about some good things this month, we are going to begin praying before meals together (learn each other's prayers and switch off).  We discussed our picture for ourselves when we are older...and he also sees going to church more often, not everyday but not just on Sundays.  He has been extremely supportive of me too when I've been sick this month. 

In other news....we are still waiting for the trial to be over.  The judge took over a MONTH to rule in favor of J and the other kids the first time.  The judge ruled that Kathy was not common law wife!  Yeh!  Now Kathy (J's dad's gf) is asking for reconsideration.  Then, after that, she could file an appeal within 28 days.  This has been going on so long that the lawyer bills are at 1/7 of the entire inheritance.  But we could all use the money if/when the suit is won.  It just is a matter of patience, it should come out OK in the end.